Maybe I am a little more hood than I had originally realized. I recognize that where I’m from and what I identify with are slightly different. Maybe it has nothing to do with where I’m from, maybe I have a major attitidue problem. Or, perhaps, I’m just incredibly hormonal and in the middle of my period and a stressful job. WHO KNOWS!? Last night, after a night of somewhat awkward dancing, I saw two girls sitting on a wall. It was one of those 4 ft. walls separating the building from the sidewalk with a patch of vines and other ambigious shrubery. Both girls were obviously incredibly wasted as one was laying down on her back wit her head and upper-body complete covered by the filthy greenery. The upright girl was just sitting next to the semi-dead girl smoking a cigarette. It occured to me that drunk girl should neither be laying on her back nor in a position where her face (nose, mouth– breathing apparatus at large) is covered by dirty bushes. So, I said “Hey, you should really take your friend’s head out of the bushes, it’s really dangerous” and she responded by giving me the finger. That made me absolutely livid.
So I screamed: “Look, ho, you’re the one, shit faced, sitting on a wall at 1am. I’m just letting you know that you should definitely not have your friend’s head laying in a pile of bushes. No need to give me the finger you f*cking stupid bitch.”
I admit. It was wrong. There was absolutley no reason for me to yell at her like that. I guess in my mind I was just trying to be helpful and she clearly didn’t want it. There’s no rule that suggests that people have to take my advice OR be nice to me. Certainly something I need to work on in the future.
Until then..
f*ck her!
-jae
